Bleak Future

Future seems bleak...
bleaker then usual... blacker then normal..

zZzzzz

=(

ok. nursing is no longer an option I should persue any longer, coz there are better options such as taking another diploma in Biomedical Sciences, or doing a private A level degree...

but, the cost of doing this itself is staggering.. going to polytechnic again would set me off by $16,499 while the tuition fees for 2 years of A levels would set me off by up to $20,000...

thus, I think I'll try getting
1) Degree in Banking and Finance
2) Degree in Economics
3) Degree in Financial Management

OR

A) Degree in New Communications Media
B) Degree in Mass Communication
C) Degree in Entertainment Technology

while the 1, 2 and 3 would most definately guarentee a stable, possibly even prosperous future for me... I would have to isolate and reshape my interest in a subject all over again.

A, B and C are paved on my already substential professionalism in entertainment media, and my sculpted interest for it. However, the future of Mass Communicaiton seems to me like a path made of jagged steel swords, where one wrong step would ensure swift and certain death.. (not to mention the sheer, staggering working hours I'll have to fork out).

=/

I'm seriously so confused... I don't know what to take..

This is my final frontier in tertiary education, and probably the last thing ever that my parents might fund me for... I seriously don't want to botch this up..

=(

On an even more heavier note, I'm not hearing much good news about the upcoming life of an Ammunition Tech..
The depots are going to be severely understaffed with the management's decision to cut down manpower by more then 50% by June..
With one more new giganticonomous (I mean BIG) ammo depot opening, we're going to be stretched beyond human limit!.. sigh...

... and most ammunition bases (yes, bases, not retail outlets), are going to be running 24/7 by the time the year is over, or even earlier..

BAH.

This is beyond shitty lah..







I'm like in a super foul mood now...
shall go and exhaust myself swimming later, maybe then I can sleep better.